paradise as I see it

Wow, didn't think I could feel lost so fast, as I do when I don't get to keep my grandbaby.  I have gotten to see her twice this week, and have enjoyed each moment of it.  It is hard to get up during the night, and find yourself tip-toeing past the baby bed, only to remember that she isn't in it.  I am hoping and praying that after this next week, I might have a chance of getting her again.  I don't feel as though I am doing my job when I am not keeping her.  She was really happy to see us this week.  We went to the park this afternoon and she got to slide, and play on the horses.  We wanted her to swing but the baby swing was broke, and she wasn't thrilled about swinging in someone else's lap although she did for a minute.  I look forward to more and more days of this.  My Mom and Dad have their house for sale, and have a good prospect on buying it, we are hoping soon to be able to move them here closer to us.  I love having my family around me.  My grand sons are growing up faster than I can tell you.  The oldest one is at boy scout camp this week, he will be home tomorrow.  He called his mom this week and said "I'm a celebrity.....get me out of here."  He is so funny, and also so homesick.  We will be glad to have him home also.  His younger brother, has admitted several times this week, how much he misses his brother, for he doesn't have anything to play with, (of fight with). LOL.  Well has the storm rolls in for the evening, we are preparing to go out for our anniversary supper.  I husband made it home from Boy Scout Camp in time.  He was tied up with Boys Scout training camp on my birthday, I probably wouldn't be so happy to have him have missed the anniversary also.  23 years and counted, And let me tell you if I had know before I married him what my life would have been like......I would have married him anyway.  Love him very much.